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Famke lyrics
I picked it up. I held it. I threw it away. I strayed.
By far one of the dumbest things I ve done to myself.
No embracement of the truth, it s gone.
Progress unwound. Ideals shut down.
Pin it on me. Take me away.
I m guilty as charged. You can call out.
This is my forceful vice struggling to gain some life.
Sometimes when you live with something for so long you can t break it,
can t put it down, can t walk away.
Beauty in my mind defined by images shot into my mind.
Brain scan. Observe the man I am.
Look at my hands. I m trembling at the mistakes I live.
One day I m awake. The next day I m dead.
This is not real. This I know.
But it calls on me. How does this work?
It s so fucking twisted. It takes me away.
It sweeps me off my feet. I know how this goes.
I ve dealt with this before. Day one, liquefy my life.
Take my insides out. Hang them on a wall.
The beauty. Self-security works itself into a hole.
But I can feel the cold from here.
And I know it s cold.
Blisters ravaged my life.
The life that I claimed back.
Turned it around.
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