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Redemption Denied lyrics
You know sometimes when I get up in the morning,
I don t know if I can face another day
because shit s been so fucking hard for so fucking long
and it don t seem like shits ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like shit ain t doing nothing but getting worse.
Sometimes when I look in the mirror,
I look despised at what I see cause pride
strength, all of love and life they don t seem to have alot to do with me.
Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago,
something inside me way deep down died
and I can t remember when,
I just don t know where the fuck I went wrong...
What s life but a river of tears anyway, huh?

Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For away to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I ve lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great

Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream,
a myth made up by a liar who s dispear is a void you can slip into forever.
I ve been as low as you can go
and I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere
it s seems like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down.
One step forward, two steps back.
I read somewhere that "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think I ve lost hope

I ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great

I m so fucking tired of being fucked up all the time
but I can t seem to do it any other way,
maybe I m not as strong as you
but sometimes my fucked up life it brings me down
when I look around.
My life it didn t make me hard
it just hardened something deep down inside of me.
I think it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human.
I don t wanna be like this no more,
I m just looking for some shelter of salvation
or something to believe in or just maybe someone who cared.

I ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit

There s no where to turn, everyone betrays you.
I can t trust anyone and I m so fucking paranoid.
I m always waiting for the fall, for the let down.
Trust nobody for sure.
I can t remember when a day s gone by
that I haven t thought about taking myself out.
I know I ain t shit but I know I ll never be shit.
I ve got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live,
if I can just look at one person
and see them smile at me and know that they meant it.

Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
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