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I tried to love but I ve grown so empty inside
I tried to love until something inside me died
I try to live with this hatred inside I hide
I close my eyes as I lose my fuckin mind
I look back upon the days that have gone
My wasted youth all the shit that s gone wrong with me
I see the world slowly slipping away
My silent scream goes unheard every fucking day
With all my soul I never wished it to be this way
I ve lost my faith but I fall to my knees and pray
I rot away in this world not meant for me
And thoughts of murder are the only salvation for me
I walk the streets this violence grows inside me
The people s faces I see I want to make them explode
I want to take back from them what they ve crushed out of me
I want my soul my youth my faith my life and the love I can t see
These scars that poisoned my soul they just continue to bleed
I feel this rage this hatred it s killing me
The days go on with no end
This violence inside me grows
I feel the end s coming soon but I won t go alone
I hear it I know you won t believe it
Voices in me that makes me paranoid
There it is do you hear it I know that I m not crazy
But day after day I lose my sanity
My life I ve always been alone
I ve always been alone
There s nothing left of me
The game is over the game is over for me
I m left without a soul
My life is over, whats goin on
Why why must I cry Why why must I die alone
No love left inside
My kindness has give way to an endless barrage of emotional scars
No love left in my heart
I ve been dead since my innocence faded away
Why why must it be this way
I ask myself this question each and everyday
My anger runs out of control
I just want to die
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