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My Sanity On The Funeral Pyre lyrics

Paranoia is the insect working its way
Through my subconscious thoughts
It s the larve of self doubt
Gestating in my heart as I spiral down
And everything I touch is breaking
And it falls to earth in splinters
And I shiver as every splinter
Finds its way underneath my skin
And after 22 years I can still make my skin crawl
Every shortcoming, a pitfall
On my way to making amends
Within myself to be what I became

Sometimes it feels like the whole wide world
Has made itself my enemy
But I will stand upon my own two feet
And raise my head up

I lick my wounds
Trying to cleanse the infection
Rabid and diseased reality fades away
When I pushed myself too far
A dream of emotional perfection
Has left a wounded heart
Trying to perceive the gifts inherent inside me
It s like squeezing the trigger
It s like opening fire
On everyone who s let me down
On every beautiful lie that is only fiction
For the first time
I m losing control and I like it
Freedom feels like the noose is gone
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